Right now, at this moment if someone ask me, “whats your wish?”, I don’t have to think twice. I would say i just wanna die and flew away. I bet i am not the only person who have the same wish. You might think I am a weaker person now, I won’t agree with that though. I been through a lot and never gave up. Even now I am trying to hold on. But the only question remains is ‘for what? I don’t know for what.
I born and brought up among narrow and conservative minded people. They will even judge you for what your neighbor did. I had big dreams and I used to fly in those wings. I didn’t even care what other people think , not even my parents. I knew that life isn’t simple since i was a child. I didn’t wanted it simple either. I was one of those crazy human who aim for stars, like Les Brown says.
Every time it comes to a point I am going to give up, I usually get a treat. Like a sweet candy to keep you up before breaking down. But this time its totally different, i am tired and this is it. Done with everything, death must be better. The only thing i am happy about is that, nobody is going to be hurt when i am dead. At least i am not hurting anyone.
a cotton ball 